Wild Witch Wondering

No.

I don’t want this.

I don’t fit in the box that you want me in.

I am more than a toy.

I want more depth in my connections.

Don’t kiss me goodbye if you don’t mean it.

Kisses are about affection and connection.

Don’t kiss me if you don’t want that.

Don’t tell me you don’t want me and then grope me.

If you don’t want all of me,

Then you don’t want me.

Go find people who can cut up parts of themselves,

To make bite sized portions for you to swallow.

I am more whole than that.

I am bigger on all levels than you can swallow.

Don’t feed me only parts you want to shove into me.

Stop asking me to choke on the little bits.

I don’t want your cornbread crumbs.

I don’t want to take over your whole life.

I don’t want to strip away layers and leave you raw and bleeding.

But when I am with you, I want all of you with me.

And if you don’t want that,

Don’t try to stay.

I don’t want that.

No.